Well people its been to long since I last posted any of my thoughts and thought that it.... HAS BEEN TO DAMN LONG! So for your reading pleasure may I present todays Machuca Thoughts, brought to you in color by.... I dont know, GOD? Well nothing really new has happened but I have just been sitting here doing nothing and am now more bored than ever with my life and well I hate it. But their has been a ray of hope, I found a new band DRAGONFORCE and let me tell you they will rock your anus off your body. Thats how good they are, and I found out that my friend is getting married I wont say who or to whom he is getting married to but from my sources it is a woman, and thats always a plus!
But thats all I know, unless he tells me more and then I get to post about it yay! And yet again my friends want me to get a myspace because they believe its some right of passage, or something retarded like that. If someone is reading this and is looking for a person to hire them I AM YOUR GUY! Serious I am looking for work, as long as it pays good, so dont think I will become some kind of drug mule, not me I dont and wont sell drugs.... unless the pay is good. Now I am kinda pissed that one of my favorite games didnt come out when it was suppose to, in fact its release date was today and the game is Yu-Gi-Oh World Championship 2007, and it had promo cards that I wanted but I just wanted to play the game this way I can make decks before I go out and try and find the card that I want to use in the deck. Well I guess I should go and look for a job but I just cant seem to get hired I get turned down by everyone who ever wanted to hire me.
Its like a higher force doesnt want me to work until after college... and college I dont even know what I want to go in for anymore I wish I knew one of those places that could help me find out what I want to be when I go to college I wanted to be an accountent but now I dont know, I mean I could but I just lost passion for it very fast. Thats a reason I dont want to do much I lose passion for it easily and fast, damn I need help figuring out what I want to do. Not that I dont want to go to school just that I HATE SCHOOL! I felt it as such a waste seeing as how school around here in East Chicago Indiana is just a joke, most schools in fact every school but ours teaches the correct level of education while the high school was teaching us 6th grade material. Thats what I found out, if the shit is too hard for us tough dont lower it and say good job. We'll never learn anything that way, and never amount to anything other than a drooling moron well thats all I have to say for now later.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Thursday, March 1, 2007
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Bored 5:52PM
Well its a saturday and my friends are no where to be found, well at least I think thier my friends. It seems like they only want to hang out with me because they can make fun of me. Thats not what friends are suppose to be like, right? Now your thinking well so what friends make fun of friends all the time, well yeah they do but what if every joke ends with you. Well thats what I feel like when im with them that im the guy thats thier because he cant find any real friends and the only reason they keep him is to continue to make fun of him.
Unfortunatly for me suicide is not an option and killing them isnt one either, its not in me to kill another or for that matter stand up for myself. Its... how should I put this? You know when you can come up with something whitty and smart to say the majority of the time, well when im around my friends it seems like im not even thinking. Thier also mad that I wouldnt go to stake and shake with them, I had no money to go and didnt want them to pay for me. Sure I could have barrowed the money from my parents but I didnt realize that till later, besides I had just finished eating.
It good to have people around you though, even though I hate it. My friends are into drinking, smoking and the whatnot so I guess they kinda look down on me for not doing what other teen-agers do. Oh well I guess im just different, but still I would like to have some friends that didnt think of me as some kind of side show for thier amusement. My brothers friends dont treat him like this but they at least respect him, and me. Well I guess I should stop complaining I have to go pick up my cousin.
Unfortunatly for me suicide is not an option and killing them isnt one either, its not in me to kill another or for that matter stand up for myself. Its... how should I put this? You know when you can come up with something whitty and smart to say the majority of the time, well when im around my friends it seems like im not even thinking. Thier also mad that I wouldnt go to stake and shake with them, I had no money to go and didnt want them to pay for me. Sure I could have barrowed the money from my parents but I didnt realize that till later, besides I had just finished eating.
It good to have people around you though, even though I hate it. My friends are into drinking, smoking and the whatnot so I guess they kinda look down on me for not doing what other teen-agers do. Oh well I guess im just different, but still I would like to have some friends that didnt think of me as some kind of side show for thier amusement. My brothers friends dont treat him like this but they at least respect him, and me. Well I guess I should stop complaining I have to go pick up my cousin.
Thursday, February 8, 2007
Valentines Day 8:07PM
Well this forthteen is indeed St. Valentines day they day that men try to get thier wives and girlfriends to have wild monkey sexs for no reason. This day wasnt even about sex but an actual saint or should I say saints.
Here is the link:
http://www.techdirect.com/valentine/origin.html
So no-one is 100% sure of what happened to start the tradition of passing candies, or sex toys around, for a holiday that was origianly celebrated to honor some god protecting sheperd and sheep. Now im not talking out of jealousy because another year that I have no-one to show affection to, no its just that it makes me sick to see people who are in love only show it for one day and then go back to being bitter and only looking for sex from each other. It like christmas how people pretend to be nice just so they can get a present back from someone just to see if they bought something just as expensive. No, my problem is if your going to show love for only one day then you shouldnt have gotten into a relationship.
Thats just sad to see lovers fighting on every other day and be happy when Valentine day comes around. In a way im glad I have no-one to love, it keeps me from having to do something embarrasing the one day and not the rest of the days. You know your loved one wants you to do something you normally wouldnt do on this one day, then you feel like an asshole and do it cause why? ITS SAINT FUCKING VALENTINES DAY! THATS WHY! So you do it and make a complete asshole out of yourslef, like puting on a cupid suit and singing some gay song, if that person loved you then they wouldnt tell you to do something you normally hate they would tell you to do something that you like, that you both like. Dont ask me im single and hopefully it stays that way.
Now im I just being bitter for not having someone? No I could have had a few girlfriends but... im just to shy to tell people how I feel about them, that and I dont know how to talk to wemon. It like I never have anything to say, im just not that interesting, that and most of them I meet are just plain assholes to me. Oh well this will just teach me to hate and thats all I want to learn, learning to hate will help me become a better person and a better business man.
Here is the link:
http://www.techdirect.com/valentine/origin.html
So no-one is 100% sure of what happened to start the tradition of passing candies, or sex toys around, for a holiday that was origianly celebrated to honor some god protecting sheperd and sheep. Now im not talking out of jealousy because another year that I have no-one to show affection to, no its just that it makes me sick to see people who are in love only show it for one day and then go back to being bitter and only looking for sex from each other. It like christmas how people pretend to be nice just so they can get a present back from someone just to see if they bought something just as expensive. No, my problem is if your going to show love for only one day then you shouldnt have gotten into a relationship.
Thats just sad to see lovers fighting on every other day and be happy when Valentine day comes around. In a way im glad I have no-one to love, it keeps me from having to do something embarrasing the one day and not the rest of the days. You know your loved one wants you to do something you normally wouldnt do on this one day, then you feel like an asshole and do it cause why? ITS SAINT FUCKING VALENTINES DAY! THATS WHY! So you do it and make a complete asshole out of yourslef, like puting on a cupid suit and singing some gay song, if that person loved you then they wouldnt tell you to do something you normally hate they would tell you to do something that you like, that you both like. Dont ask me im single and hopefully it stays that way.
Now im I just being bitter for not having someone? No I could have had a few girlfriends but... im just to shy to tell people how I feel about them, that and I dont know how to talk to wemon. It like I never have anything to say, im just not that interesting, that and most of them I meet are just plain assholes to me. Oh well this will just teach me to hate and thats all I want to learn, learning to hate will help me become a better person and a better business man.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
8:08PM Still NO JOB!!!
You know I have been looking for a job for at least 5 months and I have yet to be hired by anyone. Why, why is that? I dont understand is it people just dont want me to work they want me to become a homeless bum? I dont get it, I say that I can work whenever, all nigh and all day! 7 days a week even holidays, but they dont want me someone with no experience they want someone who flipped burgers, im not even going for a high paying job I could just work cashier at walmart or walgreens! GOD, WONT SOMEONE HIRE ME! Im tired of staying home, I am waiting to go to college in june.
But from the looks of it Ill start with no money, or laptop. Worst of all I want a job just to buy a laptop, get World Of Warcraft and play till my eyes bleed, thats all I want to do. Is that so wrong, I have practically said Ill work for nothing, just pay enough so I can save up for a real computer and buy a copy of WoW. Thats it I just want to work someone hire me!
But from the looks of it Ill start with no money, or laptop. Worst of all I want a job just to buy a laptop, get World Of Warcraft and play till my eyes bleed, thats all I want to do. Is that so wrong, I have practically said Ill work for nothing, just pay enough so I can save up for a real computer and buy a copy of WoW. Thats it I just want to work someone hire me!
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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