Well its a saturday and my friends are no where to be found, well at least I think thier my friends. It seems like they only want to hang out with me because they can make fun of me. Thats not what friends are suppose to be like, right? Now your thinking well so what friends make fun of friends all the time, well yeah they do but what if every joke ends with you. Well thats what I feel like when im with them that im the guy thats thier because he cant find any real friends and the only reason they keep him is to continue to make fun of him.
Unfortunatly for me suicide is not an option and killing them isnt one either, its not in me to kill another or for that matter stand up for myself. Its... how should I put this? You know when you can come up with something whitty and smart to say the majority of the time, well when im around my friends it seems like im not even thinking. Thier also mad that I wouldnt go to stake and shake with them, I had no money to go and didnt want them to pay for me. Sure I could have barrowed the money from my parents but I didnt realize that till later, besides I had just finished eating.
It good to have people around you though, even though I hate it. My friends are into drinking, smoking and the whatnot so I guess they kinda look down on me for not doing what other teen-agers do. Oh well I guess im just different, but still I would like to have some friends that didnt think of me as some kind of side show for thier amusement. My brothers friends dont treat him like this but they at least respect him, and me. Well I guess I should stop complaining I have to go pick up my cousin.
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I could be the best friend you ever had...if you would just spend time with me!! :P you know i luvs u
How can I you cant have guys in your house or some gay shit like that. And as much as I like to I am not waking up any later than 9:00.
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