Resident Evil 4 Awsome

The game is pretty much that hard the first time around.

Anime Gods gift to the earth.

Ha, that title got bible thumpers pissed probably. No, though on a serious not I stop watching anime other than "Naruto: Shippuden" the new naruto series. But I still like bleach and the other ones that they show on adult swim, except for inuyasha, not bad mothing it just saying it needs to end. That and kagome and inuyasha should just have sex already they have been wanting each other for years either say it or dont. Now what I want to start seeing is some more brutal anime like "hellsing" or I guess "Death Note" though I have not watch it, and I have heard so many good things about it.

If anyone knows anything about it tell me, I want to see it. And I remember a series I wanted to see for god only knows how long and when I finally figure out that they have it on youtube I watched it but one day just stopped watching it. The one I am talking about is "Onegai Twins" the sequal to "Onegai Teacher", it contains the original 3 main charaters from the original and 3 new ones. From what I watched I can tell you its about three sibling or so called sibling. Because for some reason they dont remember much about thier child hood, The main boy in the anime knows he has a sister he never met before and one day while looking at the picture of his sibling and wondering what become of her, she is on her way to see him. The only clue she has though is a picture of the corner of the house, now your thing "how the hell is she going to find a corner of a house from a certain angle that it is in the picture?" well luck be she was walking by a store that had t.v. in the window and a reporter was standing infront of the house she was looking for.

This is how the first sibling found it the second was told the location of the house in the picture from her foster father. But here comes the twist there are only two people in the picture a boy and a girl in a child pool. So one of them is not the real sister, as it turns out one of the girls figures out that the picture was taken at a elevated area. Meaning that they couldnt have lived int that house but the one where the picture was taken from. It turns out that they were orphans all three of them and they were all at the same orphanage. For some reason they never met. And the one who was told the location is the real sister the other one is, well I dont know I stopped watching at that point I forget why but I will start again, later not now. And no you dont have to watch the first one to figure out the second series.

And bleach I watched to the part where that guy who wears white, fought that fat soul reaper on the roof of the soul society. Well I saw the first part of that fight after that I just kinda stopped watching. That and I stopped buying anime, only because I have a lack of money if I had money I would so buy anime again. and probably some hentai, but then I would have to find a place to hide it. ha ha ha ha ha. Still it would be nice to watch some more anime again, I just need to find a better way to manage the time or else I would sit there and watch the entire series like I did with "Saikano The Ultimate Love Song" or "Saikano The Ultimate Love Story" I cant remember, basically just your average school girl has a crush on this guy and when they start dating everything is going great until he finds out that see is a weapon manufactured by the goverment, to fight a war. Basic boy/girl stuff so far right, well they deciede to run away together and hide from the goverment, well that works for a while until she becomes sick. Apperently the operation had a side effect that she must consume a pill to keep the machine in check or else it will start to destroy her body. Well the boyfriend did not know it, and thought she was just coming down with something, well late she gets worst and loses the ability to talk grows wings made of flesh and machine from her back. Still basic stuff right I mean thats normal. Anyway later a man from the goverment who helped build this ultimate weapon of destruction comes with the pills and an apology then after that he takes his own life in grief.

Well she starts to get better and things are looking good until she runs out of pills and the goverment comes to take her back to the battle field. Well she goes and basically nukes that damn field no survivers when she goes. Later the guy is all sad because she is now gone for good (she became more machine than human, still looks human though), or is she for even in her machine like state her heart is still hurting to be with him and they get together only to be interupted by the war that was going on had finaly reached the only sanctuary left on the planet. Then the enemy bombs the hell out of the place killing everyone along with themselfs with actuall nukes. The only man left on the planet is the guy, and I cant tell but I think he goes insane with grief and creates his own little world. Or that her technology is so advance that she can create anything from his memory. and at last they are together again. awww... a great love story with violence and one very confusing ending. I still wonder if he just went insane with greif, you know being the only man left.

Good news everyone!

I got an ipod for my 20th birthday, it was awsome. I just finished putting my music in it and havent put it down yet. Yes this 21st of june will be my 20th birthday, yay for me. And on a side not real quick links have been updated for my friend miriam who now has, I think her 90th blog. So good for her. So check it out when you have some time. Now back to my awsome birthday I will probably do nothing, like I have been doing for the last 6 years. Never feel like doing anything anymore, also I will be going on a family trip that apperently we havent gone on in 10 years from what I hear. But I really dont care, they are forcing me to go to the wisconsin dells for this trip, man oh man do I not want to go but hey I guess I dont have a choice, they bought me a ipod nano, a freaking IPOD NANO! I owe them for the rest of my life.

But yeah other than that I have really nothing going on in my life.

Grandfather Passed on

Yeah he died, about the end of may. I believe it was the 31 that he passed on, his body just gave out on him, and yesterday we buried him. I was a Coffin Carrier, it was something I did not want to do, but I held back the tears and carried him along with my five cousins to his final resting place. It was nice to see the family all together and not fighting even though we had to meet in the worst possible way. It was also heart breaking to see my grandmother crying, with a mournful sound in her voice. I let tear drop down the sides of my face holding back the pain, I told myself if I had to carry the coffin I shouldnt cry, I didnt want to just break down there. Even after I knew he was gone till now the pain still is there, it was at the cemetary in griffith that he was laid to rest.

I know my cousin "lil' raw" was hurting more than anyone there, from the time he heard that our grandfather had pasted till the moment we put the coffin down for that last time he held in his sadness. It just came bursting out the moment the coffin could no longer be seen from where we had stood. It was raining that day, I thought to myself that the heavens themselfs cried for him and us. At least thats what I like to think that it was that way. Though after much thought on the subject I am glad that I got to lay him down, it was something odd about it. I mean yeah it will be the last time I see him but at least I know it was me with family that lead him to his rest.

Sadness it just wont come to me.

I know that I should be sad but I just cant help but feel rather normal, I mean my grandfather is on my fathers side is dying and you know he is bumed out about it like my brother and mother and grandmother, with all my cousins. But me I just cant feel the pain they are going through, I mean I did feel it for about a split second but then I looked arounded the room and saw all the sad faces and couldnt bring myself to cry or feel the pain they do. I mean he is not dead but half his brain is dead. Aparently he had a stroke and they didnt get to him quick enough to find out he had it. From what I could gather he had it during the late night to the morning while he was in the hospital, and was out cold for some time before the doctors found him. Its sad that he now has to eat through tubes and use the bathroom like that, because they do, but dont want to take him off life support.

Because he is vegetablelized he cant walk, talk, open his eyes, its as though he is already dead, to the world, but the body stills lives. They want a decision if my grandmother want him to stay on life support and see if he makes it and pulls through or if they would let him go into that eternal slumber. I know my grandmother does not want that to happen to her husband but the majority of the family does, they dont want him to just be in a prision from which there is no escape, they want him to be at peace, with no tubes in him barely keeping him alive. My thougths on this is that the soul has already left the body, but the body still lives because of the cold hand of science. Honestly I do not want my grandfather to suffer, I would like my grandmother to pull the plug, he has lived a long and well life surroned by family and friends who love him. I hope that he can go in peace if thats the way grandma choses, if not then I pray that he pulls through, and will up and about again. One can only hope, and pray because when it comes down to it thats really what counts.

Rick Astley - Never gonna give you up

This is a song by a gay guy, that kicks so much as once you hear it you wont be able to stop singing it.

Home Movies 313 - Halloween at the hospital

Ohhh man this is great!