You know I have been looking for a job for at least 5 months and I have yet to be hired by anyone. Why, why is that? I dont understand is it people just dont want me to work they want me to become a homeless bum? I dont get it, I say that I can work whenever, all nigh and all day! 7 days a week even holidays, but they dont want me someone with no experience they want someone who flipped burgers, im not even going for a high paying job I could just work cashier at walmart or walgreens! GOD, WONT SOMEONE HIRE ME! Im tired of staying home, I am waiting to go to college in june.
But from the looks of it Ill start with no money, or laptop. Worst of all I want a job just to buy a laptop, get World Of Warcraft and play till my eyes bleed, thats all I want to do. Is that so wrong, I have practically said Ill work for nothing, just pay enough so I can save up for a real computer and buy a copy of WoW. Thats it I just want to work someone hire me!
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Sunday, January 21, 2007
7:04PM Why are there stupid people?
Okay heres the thing I play a card game called Yu-Gi-Oh TCG, and I trade and talk to my online buddies over at www.pojo.com (go there if you like TCG games). And Im part of a team known as XIII Order, and we are now just having our first flamer on the thread. It ticks me off that people who you dont even know are just stupid and disrespectful to others over the internet. Its always somebody who is weak and afraid to say things something to other peoples faces, so they use the internet as a way to get there anger out, on innocent people. Its a shame, not only does he insult us but he insults our group and way of thinking, I warn him not to reply anymore. But does he listen no he doesnt. And the group is not liking this guy so you know I went and told the mods about this hopefully they'll handle him and get him to leave us alone. And I hope that this doesnt start a flame war.
Well I think I should go check on them and see whats going on with the order, oh and Im glad to say that I now know that I should start writing in my blogs.
Well I think I should go check on them and see whats going on with the order, oh and Im glad to say that I now know that I should start writing in my blogs.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Saturday, January 13, 2007
3:17PM What was I thinking
You know I thougt about what I posted yesterday and thought to myself, "Man im and IDIOT". Who cares if I drink or not, though I did deciede that i would not drink till I was twenty-one. So that means no party for me, not that im afriad. No far from it, I just want to be able to drink while im there, you know I dont want to be there drinking pepsi all night. Also it comes to my attention that any type of alcohol goes right through me, for some odd reason. Cant wait till im twenty-one, I want to get semi-plastered just so I know what to do and what not to do.
Friday, January 12, 2007
6:46 Drinking?
Now Im wondering if I should go to partys? I mean Im antisocial but only to people who I dont know, yes thats confusing but if you talk to me and I feel comfertable around you then Ill be your friend. Other than that I hate everyone, and people I just hate people for some odd reason. I want to go to that party with my brother but then i dont know if I should, I mean I know the people who are there, but I still dont know. I mean it just might be Im afraid to drink and make a fool of myself or that I just dont want to be around people, I guess Im shy?
I honestly dont know nor do I care, but it just feels good to get this off my chest and into the open, I think that doing so will help me overcome my own fears and as the saying goes "Mastering other takes strenght, Mastering yourself takes courage" or something like that. Anyway the subject at hand if I should go and see whats up or not. Mostly its just those moments with people and you have to make small talk, Im not good at that, nor do I like that. Small talk is useless and its just something you do until you hit that bump in your conversation and have that hour of awkward silence. And you dont want to leave that persons side but you no longer want to say anything to them.
I think people should carry egg timers around when their at partys to see how long they should talk to one person before moving on the the next one. And repeat this process till the partys over. You know maybe this is something else that im still afraid of doing thats giving me this fear of partys. I dont know and again I dont care. I guess I could go and have a fun time, I mean what else am I gonna do? But I dont want to have to go so late nine at night!
Why are partys held at night, I never got that. Why not mid-day, I guess you dont want to see the people or the sun so when you get drunk you'll be able to enjoy the drunken walk home. I guess ill go, dont know still trying to ponder the good and the bad into one answer that will make me feel good about my choice.
I honestly dont know nor do I care, but it just feels good to get this off my chest and into the open, I think that doing so will help me overcome my own fears and as the saying goes "Mastering other takes strenght, Mastering yourself takes courage" or something like that. Anyway the subject at hand if I should go and see whats up or not. Mostly its just those moments with people and you have to make small talk, Im not good at that, nor do I like that. Small talk is useless and its just something you do until you hit that bump in your conversation and have that hour of awkward silence. And you dont want to leave that persons side but you no longer want to say anything to them.
I think people should carry egg timers around when their at partys to see how long they should talk to one person before moving on the the next one. And repeat this process till the partys over. You know maybe this is something else that im still afraid of doing thats giving me this fear of partys. I dont know and again I dont care. I guess I could go and have a fun time, I mean what else am I gonna do? But I dont want to have to go so late nine at night!
Why are partys held at night, I never got that. Why not mid-day, I guess you dont want to see the people or the sun so when you get drunk you'll be able to enjoy the drunken walk home. I guess ill go, dont know still trying to ponder the good and the bad into one answer that will make me feel good about my choice.
3:31PM No real title
I didnt know people could hate youtube, but my friend does. She says its gay but i dont think so. And it seems that people who use youtube like myself will tell you that its a great site to use, for uploading videos/movies, and whatnot. People who dont like it are ones who dont know how to search it and find the hilarity that lies deep within it. But now off that subject, and on to a more serious one. I have notice people who fall in love tend to end up miserable in the process, I dont know why I chose to stay single to aviod all that hassle. Now you think what about sex?
Are you just gonna jack off the rest of your life, NO do you know about Bar Flys or a cheap hooker/crack whore. And what about desease you say, not a problem ill just use a condom. I just dont want to end up like everyone else I see having heart ache or going through some problem because thier significant other didnt get what they wanted. And no that comment was not directed at wemon, it can be guys as well. Well maybe ill try to get with someone one day but im no good at tell my feelings, you know got that whole thing about being hurt. Cause lets face it Im not the best looking guy in the world. And that friend I told you about has problems with his relationship at the moment, is it his fault, yes. Is it her falut, yes, I believe that they are perfect for each other and need to work this out between them.
Now dont ask why i give my two cents, the guy who doesnt have a girl or any experince in that area, at all. Well except for that grade school puppy love, but thats about it. When raise by parents and grandparents i was taught tolerance for everyone and how to be polite, then i grew up and said screw it. But no matter how hard I try I can never truly be free of my old ways, Im still the same worry about others, crybabby, that I was in grade school. And Im fine with it. Though no-one wants that in a man, sometimes I wish i could get ride of them and be done with it.
Are you just gonna jack off the rest of your life, NO do you know about Bar Flys or a cheap hooker/crack whore. And what about desease you say, not a problem ill just use a condom. I just dont want to end up like everyone else I see having heart ache or going through some problem because thier significant other didnt get what they wanted. And no that comment was not directed at wemon, it can be guys as well. Well maybe ill try to get with someone one day but im no good at tell my feelings, you know got that whole thing about being hurt. Cause lets face it Im not the best looking guy in the world. And that friend I told you about has problems with his relationship at the moment, is it his fault, yes. Is it her falut, yes, I believe that they are perfect for each other and need to work this out between them.
Now dont ask why i give my two cents, the guy who doesnt have a girl or any experince in that area, at all. Well except for that grade school puppy love, but thats about it. When raise by parents and grandparents i was taught tolerance for everyone and how to be polite, then i grew up and said screw it. But no matter how hard I try I can never truly be free of my old ways, Im still the same worry about others, crybabby, that I was in grade school. And Im fine with it. Though no-one wants that in a man, sometimes I wish i could get ride of them and be done with it.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
2:04PM Youtube is still down.
I figured id post and rant about youtube, my favorite place to watch anime and its down. Its been down since yesterday night and at first I was cool with that, but now IM JUST PISSED. I mean how else am i going to waste my day, well i could try to beat Metroid Prime, been playing that for a few months. I stopped for some reason and started again and its still hard as all hell. And I love it, I cant wait to beat it and start playing the one for the Wii, it will be awsome. Yeah I guess I should go beat it or at least try to beat it.
12:19PM To Early For Me
Now i have been up since 9:30AM and was out taking my uncle to cash his bonus and get him new tires. I left at ten, and got back at twelve, TWO HOURS I have been gone TWO HOURS, sitting in a car listining to my CD and waiting on him. Now thats not all bad in a way, but i would have liked to get some more sleep, see i was up till two last night surfing the web. And guess what i only got five dollars for a two hour drive! Where is the justice in that, but I guess I should be glad that he is going to pay me the rest when he gets paid i think either this week or next week.
I am just glad to be out of the car and doing what I always do when i dont work out either playing video games or on the web. Yes i have no life, so bite me you assholes.
I am just glad to be out of the car and doing what I always do when i dont work out either playing video games or on the web. Yes i have no life, so bite me you assholes.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
6:40PM Video Game Systems
Now for christmas my mother was kind enough to get me a Wii, and I am loving it. Its sleek design and ability to practically fit into any space is great, and the inovative controller a.k.a. the nunchuck controller is excellent. Now for you lazy people who dont want to stand to play the games, you dont have to you can lay down and play them. Now its cost for two-hundered and fifty dollars thats not bad, its A) Cheaper than the X - Box 360 B) Cheaper than the Playstation 3 C) It came with a free playable game called Wii sports. Which in my opinion is a great game for the system, and at partys.
Also it comes with great launch titles such as "Legend Of Zelda: The Twilight Princess", "Excite Truck", "Red Steel", just to name a few. Now for gameplay it is awsome, i had so much fun playing Wii sports when I setup the system that i played it for 3 hours before i played LOZ:TP. Then I played the TP and was blown away, the game graphics were great and the contoller for the weapons were excellent, so much fun was had with it. Provided that LOZ is a fourty hour game, yes it takes the same amount of time to beat LOZ as it does A Final Fantasy game. The controller is good and it shines well in the Wii Sports as it does the LOZ.
The other functions i really dont know much about, basically the only ones that need to be used with online support. I dont have online support yet, so i just stare at those ones till i can get it, but in the mean time ill be having fun letting people create a Mii. For those of you who dont know a Mii is a charater that you create and save on your system that can appear in ceartin games that use Mii charaters (like Wii Sport). And now your thinking "well what about my Game Cube?" well dont fret it may not be used but your games that you have for it can be, you see the system is backwards compatable, meaning that you can still use GC games and controllers with that system as well as your memory cards.
It has four built in ports for the GC controllers and you dont need any attachments for the GC disks, just slip it in like you would a Wii game. Well now your probably thinking "you completely skipped the part about the controller!" well your right i did and im sorry, as for the controller you need a sensor bar to put with it that comes with the system. You can put it above or below the television, and when you start it up you must set the system to tell it the sensor bar is above or below your television. When thats setup and out of your way you must be at least three feat away from your sensor bar so the controller works properly or else it wont know where its at, like when I play Wii boxing with a friend he couldnt block and i tried to figure out why but he was rather close even though his feet were far away enough the controller wasnt.
Thats all i can tell you about the systme for now and if i had to rate it i would give it a TEN out of TEN. I also want to touch on the subject about the PSP I hate the system so far, my brother has it and i was playing it he has "Mega Man: Maverick Hunter" and "Metal Gear Solid: Portable Ops", "Mercury Rising", "Valkiery Profile" (I think i spelled that wrong), "Mega Man: Powered Up". Out of that list i hate all of them except for one part in MM:PU it has a stage builder that allows you to use parts of the actually stages to make on for yourself. After you complete the stage you can play it or upload it to the web and exchange it with other people and they can do the same with you. Thats is the only thing so far that i have found enjoyable for the PSP that I actually like. And is it me or do intelectualy people have blogs? Well thats it im tired of writing its been half an hour.
Also it comes with great launch titles such as "Legend Of Zelda: The Twilight Princess", "Excite Truck", "Red Steel", just to name a few. Now for gameplay it is awsome, i had so much fun playing Wii sports when I setup the system that i played it for 3 hours before i played LOZ:TP. Then I played the TP and was blown away, the game graphics were great and the contoller for the weapons were excellent, so much fun was had with it. Provided that LOZ is a fourty hour game, yes it takes the same amount of time to beat LOZ as it does A Final Fantasy game. The controller is good and it shines well in the Wii Sports as it does the LOZ.
The other functions i really dont know much about, basically the only ones that need to be used with online support. I dont have online support yet, so i just stare at those ones till i can get it, but in the mean time ill be having fun letting people create a Mii. For those of you who dont know a Mii is a charater that you create and save on your system that can appear in ceartin games that use Mii charaters (like Wii Sport). And now your thinking "well what about my Game Cube?" well dont fret it may not be used but your games that you have for it can be, you see the system is backwards compatable, meaning that you can still use GC games and controllers with that system as well as your memory cards.
It has four built in ports for the GC controllers and you dont need any attachments for the GC disks, just slip it in like you would a Wii game. Well now your probably thinking "you completely skipped the part about the controller!" well your right i did and im sorry, as for the controller you need a sensor bar to put with it that comes with the system. You can put it above or below the television, and when you start it up you must set the system to tell it the sensor bar is above or below your television. When thats setup and out of your way you must be at least three feat away from your sensor bar so the controller works properly or else it wont know where its at, like when I play Wii boxing with a friend he couldnt block and i tried to figure out why but he was rather close even though his feet were far away enough the controller wasnt.
Thats all i can tell you about the systme for now and if i had to rate it i would give it a TEN out of TEN. I also want to touch on the subject about the PSP I hate the system so far, my brother has it and i was playing it he has "Mega Man: Maverick Hunter" and "Metal Gear Solid: Portable Ops", "Mercury Rising", "Valkiery Profile" (I think i spelled that wrong), "Mega Man: Powered Up". Out of that list i hate all of them except for one part in MM:PU it has a stage builder that allows you to use parts of the actually stages to make on for yourself. After you complete the stage you can play it or upload it to the web and exchange it with other people and they can do the same with you. Thats is the only thing so far that i have found enjoyable for the PSP that I actually like. And is it me or do intelectualy people have blogs? Well thats it im tired of writing its been half an hour.
2:12 I dont know why?
I dont know why but after working out i feel so much better than i did before i worked out, its like a drug that takes a hell of a lot outta ya. But i guess its that im sticking with it rather than taking a break that last for more than a year. Man i wish i had more time though to keep at it, and more equipement to use. I mean useing the same thing over and over again is just boring thats why i stopped the last time. The bad thing is that it also causes my acne to act up so thats always a bad thing.
Sometimes I wish I had a mask to keep my face from showing, that would make it easier to work out and not have to worry about embarresing acne problems. But that would cause problems on its own like people wanting to know what i looked like, why i wear the mask, and for what reason it might even cause fights for me from idiots who dont know how to keep there damn mouth shut and let things be. Well i guess thats all i need to write right now gonna go jump in the tub and wash up later.
Sometimes I wish I had a mask to keep my face from showing, that would make it easier to work out and not have to worry about embarresing acne problems. But that would cause problems on its own like people wanting to know what i looked like, why i wear the mask, and for what reason it might even cause fights for me from idiots who dont know how to keep there damn mouth shut and let things be. Well i guess thats all i need to write right now gonna go jump in the tub and wash up later.
12:41 PM Wasting Time
Yup just as the title says im wasting time till my stomach settles down and i can go work out, hell what else am i gonna do all day no work or school? Might as well lift weights and try to get into shape, my question is why is it so hard to work out and lose whieght, and no matter how hard you work it seems like forever before you start seeing results in what you were doing! Why is that it doesnt take long to get fat but it takes long to get skinny, even when dieting while working out. It just doesnt make sense, well i hope i just get thin not muscular i dont want to be huge. Im already huge, just thin.
I just want to be able to go somewhere and not have people stare at my bulbus size, thats all is that so wrong? Sure im the guy in the group who is the comic relief, but when every joke ends with you, its tiresome. Oh well the old saying is no pain no gain right? Looks like i just need to keep trying and believe that this is going to work, hopefully ill just drop a few sizes, thats all i really want is to drop a few sizes nothing drastic. Well i can feel my stomach settleing but i dont like to work out at an uneven time you know like 12:47, ill start at one so it will be an hour even.
Till then i guess ill listen to some of my music thats so badass you'll probably go blind. And yes i took that line from the "Frisky Dingo" comercial. Well i guess i should listen to some music while i type this up, oh and for your information im listening to "Land Of Confusion" by "Disturbed" this is a remake right? Anyway i was reading that president bush wants to rehang saddam because in his death they made him seem like a marter... mayter... myater, you know what im trying to write. Well to me and this is my honest opinion thats just stupid, what are we going to do hold him up and drop him causing him to dangle for a while.
Trying to hang a dead man brings a new meaning to beating a dead horse. But oh well, also they want to impeach bush, now im all for that but if we do that well get stuck with cheny and well lets face it he is almost dead anyway, and well i think just horrible for the job. Bush is only go what like two years left? Just let him finish the term with the Democarts in office im sure they can keep him in check. If not send his ass of to war, hell he wants to send more troops over the just to get them killed why not him other presidents were in the front lines, well only one and that was Washington. But still thats great, that a president would do that for his country now thats patriotism if I ever seen it, well iv wasted enough time later.
I just want to be able to go somewhere and not have people stare at my bulbus size, thats all is that so wrong? Sure im the guy in the group who is the comic relief, but when every joke ends with you, its tiresome. Oh well the old saying is no pain no gain right? Looks like i just need to keep trying and believe that this is going to work, hopefully ill just drop a few sizes, thats all i really want is to drop a few sizes nothing drastic. Well i can feel my stomach settleing but i dont like to work out at an uneven time you know like 12:47, ill start at one so it will be an hour even.
Till then i guess ill listen to some of my music thats so badass you'll probably go blind. And yes i took that line from the "Frisky Dingo" comercial. Well i guess i should listen to some music while i type this up, oh and for your information im listening to "Land Of Confusion" by "Disturbed" this is a remake right? Anyway i was reading that president bush wants to rehang saddam because in his death they made him seem like a marter... mayter... myater, you know what im trying to write. Well to me and this is my honest opinion thats just stupid, what are we going to do hold him up and drop him causing him to dangle for a while.
Trying to hang a dead man brings a new meaning to beating a dead horse. But oh well, also they want to impeach bush, now im all for that but if we do that well get stuck with cheny and well lets face it he is almost dead anyway, and well i think just horrible for the job. Bush is only go what like two years left? Just let him finish the term with the Democarts in office im sure they can keep him in check. If not send his ass of to war, hell he wants to send more troops over the just to get them killed why not him other presidents were in the front lines, well only one and that was Washington. But still thats great, that a president would do that for his country now thats patriotism if I ever seen it, well iv wasted enough time later.
9:51 AM Good News Everyone
Hey great news you guys i fixed the stupid time on this thing, and yeah thats worth posting about. Well its morning and nothing new has happened since the time i went to sleep and the time I woke up, though i believe that nothing might happend at all today just another day of being trapped inside this house. I really want to find a job, but cant for some wierd reason. And you know whats funny when I apply to places that were looking for people i didnt get the job, but when i was going by those places they all had help wanted signs in the front window.
Now that makes me angry i whored myself out to these people and they wouldnt hire me, hell I even tried the East Chicago Jet Program (Job, Education Training) they couldnt help me and guess what they dont even offer training. That just pisses me off to no end, God I hope i dont end up that friend, you know the one you see every so often that complains about there life and why they didnt make it to the big job like thier friends did. And they bore you with the same story as to why they didnt make it. Hopefully i can get a job about 2 months before I start college if not then I'll give up. It will seem as though i need a college degree to get a job at Gamestop or that funcenter, or even waldens... bastards.
Now that makes me angry i whored myself out to these people and they wouldnt hire me, hell I even tried the East Chicago Jet Program (Job, Education Training) they couldnt help me and guess what they dont even offer training. That just pisses me off to no end, God I hope i dont end up that friend, you know the one you see every so often that complains about there life and why they didnt make it to the big job like thier friends did. And they bore you with the same story as to why they didnt make it. Hopefully i can get a job about 2 months before I start college if not then I'll give up. It will seem as though i need a college degree to get a job at Gamestop or that funcenter, or even waldens... bastards.
12:07AM and bored!
I thought I would start out with my blog, at night/early morning. Thats right night/early morning, why you ask? Well i just felt like it, and no this is not my first blog, it is however the blog that i post on. Not much i want to say at the moment just wanted to get this started, so i can get some sleep and wake up to barking dogs that want to come inside that my brother doesnt want to bring in.
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