Machuca Thoughts

Its been so long

2010-04-16T21:04:00.002-06:00

I post here, because I know that no one will ever read this. This house is empty, literally, life is kinda boring right now, I do not know who I can talk to anymore. Not saying I have been hurt (recently) but I am just so lost and confused right now. Nothing at school is going right for me, even though I tell everyone things are fine. Thats my line "Everything is fine" I use it for everything, but even at time when things are fine they really are not. I am scared, confused, alone. I have done nothing with my life, I have nothing to show, if I were to die right now would anyone know? The maggots would feat on my corpse as it rotted and molted, chunks of flesh hitting the ground decaying and molded. Life was so much better a few years ago, than it is today, when stress, regret, madness all become a daily routine, wonder when I can find the end of this tunnel of self loathing and pity. Not having to hide my real self from anyone. Not to sound like i am completely sad or thinking thoughts of suicide, get those thoughts away as I will never think such things. But boredom has completely settled in, making me wonder when the fun will begin. Even though I am ignored until someone wants me to fetch them something I had people around me to keep me company, now alone I have this house and silence, the maddening silence.

The Dungeons and the Dragons

2008-12-26T14:14:00.001-06:00

This is exactly what happens when you play.

I have a computer BITCHEN!

2008-10-02T11:04:00.001-06:00

I have a computer and it shits awesome! Yeah you wish you had a computer that worked in your room!

Why is it?

2008-09-04T09:41:00.004-06:00

Miriam and me got to talkin yesterday in the car as we sat infront of Wal-Mart and the conversation was about how come health food is so damn expensive yet everything drenched in oil and fat and death are so cheap. If I want a Big Mac I have to pay around 3 dollars but if I want to eat anything organic I have to drive miles away to find a farm or go to the super market and buy from the organic isle and pay about twice as much as I would for that Big Mac. We both find this strange since obesity is one of the biggest (no pun intended) problems in America, and yet no-one has done anything, well almost no one. Some place in America have gotten rid of Trans fats which I think is a good step in the right direction.

But we still need to take it further and have more healthy options in our life, more places need to be like subway or at least what Wendy's is trying to do with there healthy line up a great salads and delicious chicken substitutes. This just really gets me upset to think about later how many people will have heart problems and many will die from clog arteries, some will die young while others die old and slow. This was just my thoughts on this, felt like I needed a way to convey this message out into the public.

Team Deathblows new leader.

2008-09-02T18:06:00.003-06:00

Its official I am now Team Deathblows new leader, our old leader who went by the alias Mage Master has left to go pursue a good gaming life in Magic the Gathering (M:TG). Since I was second in command in a long line, well a previously long line of members who left, for some time am now the leader of the team. I hope I don't mess this up, I really want to help the team and make it grow, even make it noticeable by all the other teams I always hear about at the card shops that I go to.

Now what bugs me about this is that someone has to replace me as battle commander in case I leave the team, I already stated that there will be a event to decide whom the new Battle Commander will be, we go by ranks. Highest Rank is currently held by me Deathblow General, second highest is Battle Commander, and next rank is Deathblow Knights, last rank is Foot Soldiers. These ranks were created by our previous leader Mage Master or double M as I called him. This I suppose is the first chronicle in my Leadership days of Team Deathblow!

Finally I got this to work again.

2008-08-30T10:03:00.002-06:00

What the hell was wrong you ask? Well it was simple I had a translator on that would turn any title I wrote from English to Hindi. Which in turn made them come out in question marks and other weird dialect but its all good now. So now that I have been on hiatus I finally can return to updating on a regular/irregular basis.

Squirrels In My Pants

2008-08-15T21:59:00.001-06:00

I want squirrels in my pants, so that I can have phat moves like that.

No More Heroes- The Virgin Child Makes Her Wish...

2008-07-10T23:53:00.001-06:00

Dr.Peace, even though he is a complete psycho-path, the man has a voice of an angel....

Ain't Got Rhythm - Phineas and Ferb

2008-06-06T14:02:00.001-06:00

No, I ain't got rhythm!

PowerQuest

2008-05-09T10:27:00.003-06:00

Okay I just found a new band that I must love, not want to but MUST!!!! I didnt know that this band exisited in the first place, but apparently former DRAGONFORCE members Steve Willams and Steve Scott created a band call PowerQuest and I have only heard two songs but they are amazing! The band currently has 4 albums out and I must get them! I cant believe that there is another band that can feed my hunger for Power Metal. If you loved DragonForce then go buy this! Stop reading and go buy this!

Or better yet go check thier website http://www.power-quest.co.uk/ along with DragonForce website because if you have never heard of them then you suck ass and I hope you die!

Links incase you are to stupid to get the one in the passage.

http://www.power-quest.co.uk/

http://www.dragonforce.com/

In fact I updated the list for you incase you are so retarded you cant just copy and paste what I have posted here. This is probably one of the best days of my life! I cant wait to go home and download this album!

An 8-Bit Reenactment of Dungeons and Dragons

2008-05-08T15:40:00.001-06:00

This is exactly how it happens

Message

2008-04-17T22:31:00.003-06:00

You know I originally came on to just curse you out, to tell you thing that I know would have upset you and would make you hate me. You said that you wanted to be just friends but then you kiss me look me in the eye and give me that look like you still knew how I felt and you wanted me to know that you felt like that as well. Then you turn and change that look as though you were bored. I did not understand what the hell was going on, I was confused was it over or were you just messing with me? I don't know, I don't think you do either. I think that you just want to have more control over this relationship than you let on, you want me to beg you to come back, why else would you ask if that was all I wanted to say to you, you know I wanted you to stay by my side but you had other plans, I told you I loved you, that I would always love you, but now.... I dont know, my feeling for you are up in the air. You asked if I hated you and I said 'no, even if you hated me I would never hate you'.

You even asked if we could still be friends and that is what I am doing being your friend not your boyfriend, you want to break my heart then try to make me give you the pieces so you can fix them and make it seem like I did it. And dont you dare deny it! Why else would you have an attitude with me, you want me to just break down and shed tears of regret, you said I didnt show enough emotion when we were together, but your wrong I showed emotion, I showed SHIT LOADS of emotions but you were never happy with them, and one thing that made me angry was that you would ask when I said that I loved you 'whats that got to do with it?', you know I dont know maybe I thought that love was the center piece that held the relationship together, but maybe I was wrong maybe I dont know what love is.

You would always ask how do I know that I love you if I have never been with anyone else? Your right even though I have never been with anyone else I shouldnt know what love is, oh but you do dont you all your worldly experience makes you an expert at love doesn't it! I may not have shown my tears when you left, but damn if it still didnt hurt, you know why I didnt cry its because I could tell you were already bored with me, no matter how hard I tried to keep you, no matter what I did to show you that I cared you still wanted more, well I have to ask what more could I have done, did you want a poem or a song? Did you want me to take you to the mall more, hell even when you wanted to go get your tattoo I offered to take you but you fought me on that as well, none aggressive style. Instead of just telling me what you wanted you had to make me play a game, most people give hints you put me in a wet cave with a bunch of matches to light my way.

Now I wanted you to stay by my side, I even thought you were my destiny that you would be the one who would keep me from being alone in this world, but I see now I was wrong. Hell I dont know why I made this so long, you probably wont even read this far, you will just call me curse me out and then ask for you book back, but if you have read to this point and you never want to see me again then just call my cell phone ask me to drop this book off and tell me to leave to never come back, if you say that I will not call, will not text and you will never see me again, you said that if I were to ask you to marry me you totally would that I would be the only person who you could see yourself with like that, heh it was a good thing I stopped you from getting my named tattooed on you after all. I wanted to write something that is heart warming that I can use to get you back, but all I can see is the darkness in my heart the light that was once you is now nearly gone.

If you hate me thats fine, I wont hate you, I could never hate you, even if you think nothing but malicious thoughts about me I will still be happy, just to know that I am still in your thoughts, you are still in mine. And to let you know the day after we broke up all I could think about was that shitty song by brand new girlfriend or whatever the fuck its called. I cant cry visible tears but tears that cannot be seen, so even if I look happy my face is soaking wet from all the tears that have run down it. Even now I can feel them running down my face as I think of you, but dont think because I wrote all this that I would instantly go back with you, or that I think that you would want to go back with me, the wound is still fresh and it needs time to heal.

Oh and that girl I told you about, I was just making conversation, I dont even have feeling for her, I dont even think shes cute. But who cares you probably dont, you probably just want me to shut the hell up, well I wont be long now. One more thing I have to write, you make huge, HUGE deals out of nothing, that was something else I could not stand! But I overlooked it because I loved you. Well thats it I wrote what I wanted to write, what I wanted to say, I didnt want to say this over the phone, and you didnt want to say anything in person, so I guess we will meet half way then.

South park song slideshow

2008-04-14T19:40:00.001-06:00

Since someone has not heard this song before I think I should post it up for that special someone!

Never Gonna Give You Up - Rick Astley

2008-04-03T22:37:00.001-06:00

Miriam this is how I feel about you!

Lucky☆Star OP Full Dance by Zombies

2008-03-24T15:57:00.005-06:00

Bwa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

David Forgets - what is cause for celebration

2008-03-24T15:57:00.001-06:00

Where does he keep getting those?

Lucky ☆ Star - OP Full Dance (らき☆すた)

2008-03-24T15:52:00.001-06:00

This just makes you want to sing and dance with it but then I said NAY!

Two new movies, and my wake up call

2008-03-22T09:39:00.003-06:00

Okay so first off I have two new movies for you to watch, one about David Sapp and another about Luck Star, an anime which I have no idea what its about. Now onto my morning wake up call, you see I was sleeping dreaming of a world where FIRE, CHAOS AND DEATH rained supreme and I was its king MY HATRED KNEW NO BOUNDS, MY LUST FOR POWER KEEP ME GOING, AND A PLATE OF NACHOS THAT WAS FILLED WITH THE BLOOD OF MY ENEMIES! was rudely interrupted by my mother to tell me to clean the bathroom 1 hour earlier than I like to be woken up! So tired I naturally did what any man would do, I went back to sleep.

To bad I didnt have that dream again, anyway sometime next week I will see my love and we will do something fun, oh yes so fun that the heavens themselves will be jealous of us! MWA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!

Myspace... need I say more?

2008-02-25T21:13:00.003-06:00

Okay it seems that something very wrong has happened and the world, as I know it at least, is coming to a end! My mother has discovered myspace and god help me if that doesn't piss me off to no end. She now has my cousins accounts and instead of calling every once in a while to say "hey how are you" I guess she would just rather avoid the long distance charges and just type long, drawn out letters to her niece. I on the other hand find myspace to be a big waste of time for people who have no lives and say they want social interaction but are to much of a pussy to leave there house. Now your wondering hey what about you, you have a blog doesn't that make you a big fat pussy as well?
No, no it does not since I am what you call a bastard and I just like to sit at home and complain about shit that no-one gives a rat ass about. Myspace is one of those things that no-one gives a shit about. Basically I think that myspace is a place for child molesters to go if they want to find jail-bait, but thats just me. I'm sure thats not what myspace is for but damn well is getting to, I believe the people in Europe are have the right idea, as they have started to abandon places like this face book being the first site (Of which I hope many) to lose many of its subscribers. I guess hanging out with your friends is better than trying to stalk someone on the internet. Now most if not all people think that I am a brainless piece of shit that has no say in any matter but they can piss off, since I have an opinion but since I am to much of a coward to say it I just type it and hide knowing the fact that many people will never know who typed this out.
Also I hope Barack Obama wins this election, take that you racists pieces of shit. I also have to figure out why its so hard to get red coloring for my post nowadays!

Back to school

2008-01-13T19:18:00.001-06:00

Well my vacation is finally over and I have to go back to school, this is not cool! I dont like going to that overpriced daycare center every morning. Waking up and heading out the door to a boring day of work and nonsense. I dont really know anyone there and people always seems to act like they know each other. It officially sucks donkey balls, well I guess there isnt anything I can do about it. Just to deal with it. The title says time to go back to school dont know why its coming up like this

Resident Evil: Degeneration Trailer

2008-01-09T23:01:00.001-06:00

The official trailer for the CG movie: Resident Evil: Degeneration

FUCKING COURT HOUSE!

2008-01-04T13:11:00.000-06:00

I hate that GOD DAMNED COURT HOUSE SO MUCH! Because they call you over to the court house they want you to pay 110.50 to be in there! Not only that I now have to go to a 3 hour driving course, which sucks and cost 70 dollars! This is some bullshit that I want to destory the world! Its shit like this that causes people to kill themselves!

But I guess that this is the way the world is run if we let assholes run our so called free country, freedom isnt free its price is blood! Still I guess it could be worse since my mother didnt flip out on me like I thought she would, but I doubt she would since she has more tickets than I have. My grandfather was outraged too I think he called the judge a bitch and that just made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I just wish I had the money to pay for this shit-bitch ticket since I know im already costing them so much money as is.

And since this was a first offense I had to have some monetary punishment to suit my crime. This other guy I know who was also there today ran a stop light and was dismissed. I only got half way down the first block and that is total BULLSHIT! FUCKING-FAGGOT FACED JUDGE I HOPE SHE GETS CANCER!

You Are a Pirate

2007-12-20T19:45:00.001-06:00

This was funny, and the humping ninja just made it more funny!

You are a pirate

2007-12-20T19:44:00.001-06:00

I saw a flash animation using this song and I had to find the real thing. If this was something from an anime or just a J-Pop song I would like it more.

Powerthirst 2: Re-Domination

2007-12-19T10:40:00.001-06:00

AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!

Card Shop Troubles

2007-12-13T09:15:00.000-06:00

BITCH! My favorite card shop G.O., originally known as Gameopolise, is shutting down and that sucks! There is only one more place for me to go now and that is Creative Comixs and that place is pretty good but still alittle pricy for my taste. It was only 3 dollars a week I would spend on tournaments and in a month that came out to about 12 dollars a month that I would loose. But this place charges 6 dollars and that means I will be loosing 24 dollars a month double of what I was originally paying!

This coming tuesday is the last day to go unless someone is willing to buy the shop off him, not sure how much he wants for it though. If I had the money I would buy that store off him and open up the back room again. The back room was big enough to fit all the people in it and have a real tournament again. The front is okay but room is really tight, and sometimes cant fit everyone who goes there. So many good memories there that was the first time one of my decks that I built myself won third place, it would have been second but I got beat by a Black Luster Soldier Envoy Of The End deck. Real close match two I rember it so well if he didnt have that book of moon I would have won, hah good times, good times.

I wish I new another place like that or had the money to buy a GPS for the car, but those are so expensive 130 dollars for 1! This way I could get to regionals and get the good cards like everyone else I known. To scam children out of good cards is the best way to do it. I love cheating kids out of good stuff! Oh well I guess I cant hide my sorrow for the lose of my awesome card shop.

Oh Oh Oh Sexy Vampire (JUSTINB's Radio Edit) - Radio Gosha -

2007-11-26T20:34:00.001-06:00

Miriam always trys to tell me about the sexy vampire, so instead of letting her tell me I thought I would be ironically funny by posting a song about a sexy vampire. LOL! RAWR!

The Lost Vikings

2007-11-14T21:28:00.000-06:00

Riding and riding
We search across the land
The snow and wind
Has frozen hearts of man

But we ride
We ride

Many days ago we left our homes
With swords to ride into the night
Fighting side by side
To destroy our foes
And leave them without life
We stop, consider
The land that we have traveled
Our map's at home
Direction unraveled

But we ride
We ride

Many days ago we left our homes
With swords to ride into the night
Fighting side by side
To destroy our foes
And leave them without life
So much time has passed
Since we left our home
That we've become concerend
That we'll never find the battle
That we should've fought and won

But we wont stop searching

Lost but still we ride
Search until we die

We ride
We ride

Hungry and tired
The frigid plane yield little
We trudge on further
Eating pride and snow that's brittle

We ride
We ride

We come upon a witch
Who takes us in to let us share
her nightly fire
She asks of us our story
And we lie and say we ride around for hire
She asks us if we like to have her map
And point us in some direction

But we are far to proud and strong
So we keep silent and ignore her
suggestion

Lost but still we ride
Search until we die
All the fault of pride
The gods weep in the night

Lost but still we ride
Search until we die
All the fault of pride
The gods weep in the night

We ride
We ride

Lyrics from one of my favorite songs of dethklok. They have no meaning to anything at all I just wanted to post them myself, also I cant wait for saturday, woo!

This is a new post.

2007-11-03T17:57:00.000-06:00

Well I got a girlfiend now and thats awesome, but I dont get to see her that often because of school. And her parents are always home and never around. Though she is awesome even though she doesnt believe it when I tell her. And the funniest thing is, is that her sister and her think me and john are twin brothers. But her and her sister agree, im the hot one.

I would like to spend more time with her alone, what sucks is that most of the time we cant do much together because were both poor. Though I guess we can go hang out at more place so that we are not doing the same monotony over and over again. Because as much as I like her room, and I really do! Her family just makes it uncomfortable sometimes because we really cant be close when there around.

Still being near her is better than nothing.

Tenacious D: The Pick of Destiny Ending (spoiler)

2007-11-02T08:56:00.001-06:00

We are the D

Conker's Bad Fur Day - The Great Mighty Poo

2007-11-01T18:00:00.001-06:00

You will watch this over and over again, just to learn the songs.

Super Smash Bros. Brawl

2007-10-11T11:47:00.000-06:00

Sonic the Hedgehog is in SSBB nuf said.

Haloid (Extra) by Montyoum

2007-10-10T21:12:00.001-06:00

Awesome dancing and great use of a virtual movie maker.

The Cloak

2007-10-04T15:58:00.001-06:00

AWESOME!

Resident Evil Extinction

2007-09-27T15:05:00.000-06:00

This movie was AWESOME! Sure the story didnt make much sense but who cares it had great fight sences and over the top explosions. The story is this, now most of the world is gone and zombies have taken over. Umbrella is now undergrounds trying to find a way to take back the surface from face eating zombies! The last remaining people travel in convoys to stay safe, and will be able to watch each others backs when zombies appear. A new charater to the movie but not to the game is Claire Redfield, who is trying to find as many survivors as possible and to try to make it to the next day.

She along with Carlos Olivera and L.J. from the 2nd movie have returned with a few new faces, like a cowboy, yes a real cowboy, and a new medical girl. They travel for a while looking for safe refuge until they run into Alice from the main heroine of this movie series. She finds out that there is a place in alaska that does not have any zombies at all. But she first had to kill some hillbillys that wanted to rape her and feed her to zombie dogs first. She also has psycic powers, and when she meets up with the people bad shit goes down. Killer crows begin to attack the people in the convoy killing at least 8, then more bad shit goes down when they try to gas up and umbrella laid a trap for them.

I think thats all I will write on that since I dont want to spoil it all. But still a great movie and a bunch of plot twist that wouldnt be thought up by normal people. Its a excellent movie go see it now!

Phoenix Wright - Boot to the Head

2007-09-27T15:02:00.001-06:00

Boot to the head

College is something worth writing about.

2007-09-18T12:24:00.000-06:00

Well it has been quite some time since I last posted, so I figured that I should do a triple post for this day. College is once (at least I thought) was a place with a minimum of 50 people who did nothing more than listen to someone talk for hours on end about a single subject. But now from personal experience I have seen that it is so much more than that, I really dont want to admit it but I am haveing a blast just being there and meeting new people like my new friend jessica. She is somewhat of an interestin character who tells it like it is, and doesnt care that someone is offened. Because well thats just the truthful way she is and its awesome.

Next up is two interesting dudes whose names I believe are Branden and Mat, branden from what I can guess form our conversations is someone with big dreams of creating video games, that guy has so many ideas that it would make you head spin. When I got to talk to branden more personally I found out he likes RPGs(Role Playing Game) games alot, and we both agreed that final fantasy tactics has the best story out of the series, and if you dont know what it is wiki it because it is worth reading. Mat is a big dude not big as in fat but built but not too built, he is a cool guy he knows way more about MMOs than I do, and he owns a few disks as well. When I talked to him I noticed that we have alot of favorite shows and interestes in making fun of them. Oh and I almost forgot my friends Nick and Mrs. Cain I believe her name is. Nick is a tall white lanky guy who loves FOOTBALL! He told me his favorite team is the New England Patriots and favorite player is Tom Brady.

He is a cool guy to be around he and I clown around all day in the class because were bored, the class is easy and not really fun. Now onto Mrs. Cain she is this sweet old lady who sits next to me and nick she tells us all about the old times and things like that. And so many stories that are just fun to listen to. She is a ball to have around she even went as far as think that I was hawaiin. ha ha ha ha well thats all I have to write for now.

Looking For Group: Slaughter Your World

2007-09-18T12:20:00.001-06:00

Only if it were true.

Powerthirst

2007-09-18T12:19:00.001-06:00

I want some power thirst now.

My first day of classes.

2007-08-20T13:43:00.000-06:00

My first day of classes and they were only the 3 of them an hour each. They werent bad but I will have to leave earlier if I want to find parking, apperently they did not finish the parking lot in time so I cant find parking easily. But yeah it wasnt as bad as I thought it would be it was reather nice, and it was also cool that I got out of my last class early and got home by 1 o'clock. Tommorw I only have 2 classes and will be home by 1 as well. Oh and on my way home I had some panda express, and a large Dr.Pepper! IT WAS TOO BIG! Well its also awsome that my classes arent till 10 in the morning, and that I get out around 2 on mondays wendsdays and tuesdays and thursdays I get out at 1 not a bad class and only one class on fridays.

Naruto Ultimate Fan Flash #3

2007-07-21T08:08:00.001-06:00

Watch what happens to sasuke, its so true.

Im actually posting something other than youtube stuff? DEAR GOD!

2007-07-18T22:13:00.000-06:00

Well anyway I have added one new comic to my long list of sites you should check out when you have time, but be warned "Sluggy Freelance" is not to be read from start to finish unless you have a large amout of days to waste. It took me nearly two weeks to read it up till now. And unlike most web comics this one updates everyday, even on weekdays. Well now that thats out the way, I would like to point my attention to the gamer fanatics out there who like Resident Evil games as much as I do. From what I can tell this new game takes place ten years after Restident Evil 1.

And the main hero is Chris Redfield from the first Resident Evil, is it me or are they giving all there charaters there own games to star in.

Resident Evil 0: Rebecca Chambers and Billy Coen
Resident Evil 1: Jill Valentine and Chris Redfield
Resident Evil 2: Claire Redfield and Leon Scott Kennedy (only one with a middle name.)
Resident Evil 3: Jill Valentine and (supporting role by) Carlos Oliveira
Resident Evil 4: Leon Scott Kennedy and (Damsil in distress) Ashley Grahm

Now your going to say well you said they were getting there own game, well yes if you have played three you would know that Jill is the only selectable charater, meaning solo game. Same as Leon he may have another star but he is the only selectable charater. Which I am sure if I know the way things go with Resident Evil you should be meeting a side kick along the way that you will eventually play and this charaters plot will be given significant care to create some sort of charater development, that will late be forgotten as soon as you finish said charaters little charater development quest. But not all is lost the game will have the same combat system from Resident Evil 4 and I believe the Zombies are back but this time they can run! And they havent spilled much info as of yet but there will be more realalistic details in the game like if you enter a dim lit building your charater eyes have to adjust to the room. So yeah thats all I have to report since capcom is being dicks and not giving us any detail on the release date only that the only system I know it will come out for is the Xbox, the DEVIL SYSTEM! God I hope it comes out on the Wii!

naruto fan flash 0.6

2007-07-16T15:34:00.001-06:00

Oh man this is some funny ass shit I do not know who made it but it is seriously funny

Zatch Bell-Very Melon

2007-07-12T20:46:00.001-06:00

You are controlled by the music.

Wii and its new toys.

2007-07-12T09:45:00.000-06:00

For those of you who dont own a Wii, what the hell is wrong with you? I mean it is so innovative with all the great things coming out for it, so what the playstation 3 has the remote sensor tech in it as well, it doesnt work as well as the wii and was a last minute knock off of the Wii. As for new toys we will soon be seeing a Wii wheel and a little device known as the "Zapper"(Not official name". The Wii wheel will be released when Mario Kart for the Wii will come out, the "Zapper" will be released when the Resident Evil: Umbrella Chronicals comes out.

The Wii wheel is self explanitory, but the "Zapper" is something that you lock your Wii mote and Nunchuck attachment into it to hold it like you would a gun, I have seen it used for the RE game and the new MOH game coming out soon. I cannot wait for these to come out, also there is a new controller coming out for the game Wii Fit it will tell you how much your body mass is, not your weight your body mass. It looks like a flat scale that you stand one and it will tell you your hieght and which way your wieght shifts to the most, but does it play anygames you ask yes, yes it does. It will have a bunch of movement games that will help you lose wait over time, what will nintendo think of next.

Now for all you Metroid fans the new Metroid Prime: Corruption game will be coming out this year and I have to say it looks beautiful! The graphics and weapon system are all familiar to the vets but still new enough for the newbies, and I forgot to mention a new power known as hyper mode where you can power up Samus and make her stonger then before but you cant stay in that mode for long or else you become corrupted. And for your Guitar Hero fanatics there will one for the Wii it will be a wireless gibson pual, and it will contain online play so you can play against people half way around the world.

The new Medal Of Honor game will contain new jumping out of plane missions that will allow you to start the game from anywhere on the map unlike last time. And this one (from what I gathered) will have online play that allows you to play with 32 other people. Keep your t.v. tuned into G4 for more information on new up coming games and attachments.

Damn Macs

2007-07-11T14:50:00.000-06:00

Yeah sorry about the lack of updates, But the Fire Wall on the Mac(Apple) Computer does not like this blogger page. In fact it hates this page it told me so, then it throw monkeys and apples and oranges at me. But really I have nothing to write today.

Resident Evil 4 Awsome

2007-06-27T09:34:00.001-06:00

The game is pretty much that hard the first time around.

Anime Gods gift to the earth.

2007-06-13T22:39:00.000-06:00

Ha, that title got bible thumpers pissed probably. No, though on a serious not I stop watching anime other than "Naruto: Shippuden" the new naruto series. But I still like bleach and the other ones that they show on adult swim, except for inuyasha, not bad mothing it just saying it needs to end. That and kagome and inuyasha should just have sex already they have been wanting each other for years either say it or dont. Now what I want to start seeing is some more brutal anime like "hellsing" or I guess "Death Note" though I have not watch it, and I have heard so many good things about it.

If anyone knows anything about it tell me, I want to see it. And I remember a series I wanted to see for god only knows how long and when I finally figure out that they have it on youtube I watched it but one day just stopped watching it. The one I am talking about is "Onegai Twins" the sequal to "Onegai Teacher", it contains the original 3 main charaters from the original and 3 new ones. From what I watched I can tell you its about three sibling or so called sibling. Because for some reason they dont remember much about thier child hood, The main boy in the anime knows he has a sister he never met before and one day while looking at the picture of his sibling and wondering what become of her, she is on her way to see him. The only clue she has though is a picture of the corner of the house, now your thing "how the hell is she going to find a corner of a house from a certain angle that it is in the picture?" well luck be she was walking by a store that had t.v. in the window and a reporter was standing infront of the house she was looking for.

This is how the first sibling found it the second was told the location of the house in the picture from her foster father. But here comes the twist there are only two people in the picture a boy and a girl in a child pool. So one of them is not the real sister, as it turns out one of the girls figures out that the picture was taken at a elevated area. Meaning that they couldnt have lived int that house but the one where the picture was taken from. It turns out that they were orphans all three of them and they were all at the same orphanage. For some reason they never met. And the one who was told the location is the real sister the other one is, well I dont know I stopped watching at that point I forget why but I will start again, later not now. And no you dont have to watch the first one to figure out the second series.

And bleach I watched to the part where that guy who wears white, fought that fat soul reaper on the roof of the soul society. Well I saw the first part of that fight after that I just kinda stopped watching. That and I stopped buying anime, only because I have a lack of money if I had money I would so buy anime again. and probably some hentai, but then I would have to find a place to hide it. ha ha ha ha ha. Still it would be nice to watch some more anime again, I just need to find a better way to manage the time or else I would sit there and watch the entire series like I did with "Saikano The Ultimate Love Song" or "Saikano The Ultimate Love Story" I cant remember, basically just your average school girl has a crush on this guy and when they start dating everything is going great until he finds out that see is a weapon manufactured by the goverment, to fight a war. Basic boy/girl stuff so far right, well they deciede to run away together and hide from the goverment, well that works for a while until she becomes sick. Apperently the operation had a side effect that she must consume a pill to keep the machine in check or else it will start to destroy her body. Well the boyfriend did not know it, and thought she was just coming down with something, well late she gets worst and loses the ability to talk grows wings made of flesh and machine from her back. Still basic stuff right I mean thats normal. Anyway later a man from the goverment who helped build this ultimate weapon of destruction comes with the pills and an apology then after that he takes his own life in grief.

Well she starts to get better and things are looking good until she runs out of pills and the goverment comes to take her back to the battle field. Well she goes and basically nukes that damn field no survivers when she goes. Later the guy is all sad because she is now gone for good (she became more machine than human, still looks human though), or is she for even in her machine like state her heart is still hurting to be with him and they get together only to be interupted by the war that was going on had finaly reached the only sanctuary left on the planet. Then the enemy bombs the hell out of the place killing everyone along with themselfs with actuall nukes. The only man left on the planet is the guy, and I cant tell but I think he goes insane with grief and creates his own little world. Or that her technology is so advance that she can create anything from his memory. and at last they are together again. awww... a great love story with violence and one very confusing ending. I still wonder if he just went insane with greif, you know being the only man left.

Good news everyone!

2007-06-09T11:05:00.000-06:00

I got an ipod for my 20th birthday, it was awsome. I just finished putting my music in it and havent put it down yet. Yes this 21st of june will be my 20th birthday, yay for me. And on a side not real quick links have been updated for my friend miriam who now has, I think her 90th blog. So good for her. So check it out when you have some time. Now back to my awsome birthday I will probably do nothing, like I have been doing for the last 6 years. Never feel like doing anything anymore, also I will be going on a family trip that apperently we havent gone on in 10 years from what I hear. But I really dont care, they are forcing me to go to the wisconsin dells for this trip, man oh man do I not want to go but hey I guess I dont have a choice, they bought me a ipod nano, a freaking IPOD NANO! I owe them for the rest of my life.

But yeah other than that I have really nothing going on in my life.

Grandfather Passed on

2007-06-05T15:11:00.000-06:00

Yeah he died, about the end of may. I believe it was the 31 that he passed on, his body just gave out on him, and yesterday we buried him. I was a Coffin Carrier, it was something I did not want to do, but I held back the tears and carried him along with my five cousins to his final resting place. It was nice to see the family all together and not fighting even though we had to meet in the worst possible way. It was also heart breaking to see my grandmother crying, with a mournful sound in her voice. I let tear drop down the sides of my face holding back the pain, I told myself if I had to carry the coffin I shouldnt cry, I didnt want to just break down there. Even after I knew he was gone till now the pain still is there, it was at the cemetary in griffith that he was laid to rest.

I know my cousin "lil' raw" was hurting more than anyone there, from the time he heard that our grandfather had pasted till the moment we put the coffin down for that last time he held in his sadness. It just came bursting out the moment the coffin could no longer be seen from where we had stood. It was raining that day, I thought to myself that the heavens themselfs cried for him and us. At least thats what I like to think that it was that way. Though after much thought on the subject I am glad that I got to lay him down, it was something odd about it. I mean yeah it will be the last time I see him but at least I know it was me with family that lead him to his rest.

Sadness it just wont come to me.

2007-05-30T23:04:00.000-06:00

I know that I should be sad but I just cant help but feel rather normal, I mean my grandfather is on my fathers side is dying and you know he is bumed out about it like my brother and mother and grandmother, with all my cousins. But me I just cant feel the pain they are going through, I mean I did feel it for about a split second but then I looked arounded the room and saw all the sad faces and couldnt bring myself to cry or feel the pain they do. I mean he is not dead but half his brain is dead. Aparently he had a stroke and they didnt get to him quick enough to find out he had it. From what I could gather he had it during the late night to the morning while he was in the hospital, and was out cold for some time before the doctors found him. Its sad that he now has to eat through tubes and use the bathroom like that, because they do, but dont want to take him off life support.

Because he is vegetablelized he cant walk, talk, open his eyes, its as though he is already dead, to the world, but the body stills lives. They want a decision if my grandmother want him to stay on life support and see if he makes it and pulls through or if they would let him go into that eternal slumber. I know my grandmother does not want that to happen to her husband but the majority of the family does, they dont want him to just be in a prision from which there is no escape, they want him to be at peace, with no tubes in him barely keeping him alive. My thougths on this is that the soul has already left the body, but the body still lives because of the cold hand of science. Honestly I do not want my grandfather to suffer, I would like my grandmother to pull the plug, he has lived a long and well life surroned by family and friends who love him. I hope that he can go in peace if thats the way grandma choses, if not then I pray that he pulls through, and will up and about again. One can only hope, and pray because when it comes down to it thats really what counts.

Rick Astley - Never gonna give you up

2007-05-23T12:50:00.001-06:00

This is a song by a gay guy, that kicks so much as once you hear it you wont be able to stop singing it.

Home Movies 313 - Halloween at the hospital

2007-05-22T17:07:00.003-06:00

Ohhh man this is great!

Family Guy - Never Gonna Give You Up - Rick Astley

2007-05-22T17:07:00.001-06:00

The one from family guy, that I explained in the original one, also the guy who made the song is really gay in life.

Tales Of Pirate

2007-05-16T23:13:00.001-06:00

Sorry for the lack of updates people, or person. Anyway the reason for the lack of updates is becuase of this, http://www.talesofpirates.com/ . A game about being a pirate made in a cute anime style/kingdom hearts. Now not many games I call gems, but this one is because of

A) Great graphics
B) Its an MMORPG*
C) Its free!

Now people who play games are thinking, that if its free it must be a side scroller or that its a MUD. Its not its 3D and downloadable so you dont need to buy anything like "World of Warcraft" and "Guild Wars" or pay an annoying monthly fee like WoW. Now being that its a MMORPG (Massive Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game) everyone can play and its easy to learn. It does have its moment when you dont want to play because some of the quest are retarded and basically the same thing disguised as something else. But still its a way to kill an afternoon, you can make friends and join guilds along as IM people. If you are skeptic thinking that I have not played on of the major MMO like WoW or Guild Wars then you wrong I played WoW had a level 15 horde mage, He could eat people, it was awsome! But unlike WoW you dont start as good or bad you start as a netural charater, that over time will chose to be a pirate(Bad) or navy(good). I personally want to be a pirate when I get stronger, and start my own guild. And if you have never played a MMO then you should start with this, and if you like this then you can deciede to move on to one of those more main stream corporate games.

This game earned my gem rating just for being this good for something that is free, I have played free MMO games based on other things but this is the best one by far, and thought it deserves some recognition. Thats right I am giving free advertising, I hope they enjoy this, and this is not the only free one there are two more though I have yet to try them myself. Still if your a gamer and even if your not you should try this its like the Wii of MMO its just fun all around. So what are you still reading for go play the game, NOW! STOP READING THIS WILL GIVE YOU CANCER UNLESS YOU PLAY THE GAME!

Potter Puppet Pals in

2007-05-14T00:49:00.001-06:00

... it speaks for itself

2007-05-07T11:05:00.000-06:00

Well If you haven't noticed I have three new comic links up, Lowroad75, Girly, and last but not least Obscure Zodiac. Now I will tell you a little bit of each, and I will start with lowroad75. Now with a name like that it might be hard to figure out that it is a Gothic style comic, with hot chicks and funny story behind it. Don't believe me just click the link and find out for yourself. Its got a comical look on life through the eyes of a goth and a haunted stuff pig toy, cleverly named Doom-Piggy. The art is well done as is the vague but somewhat there story line. A must read if your anything like me, and I know you are, I KNOW IT!

Next is Girly, a comic that has great art and is about two lesbians who go around a town called cutey or something I cant remember. But anyway its about the miss-adventures that they have and the hardships that are in their relationship, between them and their friends. It is another good one that is great for a laugh and LASERS! Finally one that I thought was way over due for some recognition it is a teenage mutant ninja turtle fan comic, that is somewhat a what if story that happens if master splinter was killed by the turtle themselves, not because they went evil on us or anything but circumstances out of their hands lead to that particular ending of master splinters life. And if follows them around after they deciede to split up from the grief and pain they caused one another. Great artwork and a MUST READ! It takes some time for the chapters to be done seeing as how the artist does not put them up till they are done.

Thats it for the three new comics that I have put up on my long list of links, if you have a link that I should put up tell me and I will read it and consider it, if I like it I will put it up and give it a good review. If not I will slander it through the mud then ASS-RAPE IT! Note: I have a very open mind so dont think I will not like it just because it seems different.

Eureka 7 10:45 AM

2007-05-01T09:45:00.000-06:00

Now I did not like this series at first but after a few episodes it really started to get interesting. And I wanted to watch it more and more but then the ending came and I thought to myself what the hell is going on. I mean the nearvash was alive and weird stuff started to happen, stuff that I cant explain. Why is it that, when a series gets real good they cant figure out how to end it with a ending that makes any god damn sense! I mean that they got out of nearvash and fell to earth and I want to know are they alive or not? They hinted that they left somewhere but to where? That's what I want to know, they fell to earth. THEY FELL TO FUCKING EARTH! Are they dead alive did they land in the Bahama's did they rejoin the cluster? And what happened to "The Limit Of Questions" I mean Elreaka cant be the only one to be chosen by the cluster to become the cluster, that wouldnt make sense. And the cluster just leaves earth but leaves some of it behind, What the hell were they thinking when they made this series. I am so tired of them making great series and no way of giving us a good and understandable ending. Just because you cant figure out what to do anymore, does not mean that you should not try.

A New RE4 For The Wii 7:46 PM

2007-04-06T18:46:00.000-06:00

Thats right for the fans of the original gamecube one or the PS2 knock off which in my honest opinion is the watered down version for those who couldnt rough it in the gamecube one. But I stray to far from the point that, yes the Wii will soon be getting RE4 and a new one called Resident Evil Umbrella Conspericy, now for those of you who dont know Resident Evil is one of the best Survival Horror game series on the market to date! With at least serveral games out for practically all consoles, except X-Box (Sorry X-Box owners) and with millions sold as is and not1 not 2 but 3 movies out and a line of books, if you havent seen, played, or watched any of them then you should stop reading this and go find them and enjoy them. Now onto what I have heard from this new one, that it will use the AMAZING Wii remote to point and shoot, the nunchuck attachment will be used to more and do other things. It also has been rumored that thier will be a co-op mode for the first time in one of the main story lines.

I mean their has been a co-op mode and its in Resident Evil and its called Resident Evil File#1 a online game where you play with another 4 people to try and make it out alive, of where I dont know I dont consider that part of the game series to be any important. Now thats all I can tell you other than it is scheduled for release late this year. But I dont know this is all from rumors and whatnot. Now onto Resident Evil Umbrella Conspiracy, I believe from what I hear and read that its going to be a first person shooter for the Wii I will update more on this when I can figure out more, until then keep checking in for more gaming info. Now your probably wondering why would you buy a port of a game that was already ported to another system, well you dont ask questions you just buy the fucking game! Thats how good it is, I personally cant wait to play as leon again even though I was just playing as him a few hours ago for the like the 10th time, but I dont care I unlocked the hand cannon and infinite rocket launcher and chicago typerider. Yeah I pretty much mastered the game to no end but it took me longer than most because I suck at gaming hardcore style.

But yeah I will buy this again because not only is it a port but it will come with extra feature and the extra features from the PS2 version! I seriously cant wait to get my hands on it, just like I cant wait to get my hands on the Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix game that is finally coming to america with a remake of Chain of memories which is a GBA game completely redone for the PS2 and will be titled RE:Chain Of Memories. Well thats all you get for today and yes I know I am a cock tease for writting this but being very vuage. Bwa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

Its been to long 8:43PM

2007-03-20T19:42:00.000-06:00

Well people its been to long since I last posted any of my thoughts and thought that it.... HAS BEEN TO DAMN LONG! So for your reading pleasure may I present todays Machuca Thoughts, brought to you in color by.... I dont know, GOD? Well nothing really new has happened but I have just been sitting here doing nothing and am now more bored than ever with my life and well I hate it. But their has been a ray of hope, I found a new band DRAGONFORCE and let me tell you they will rock your anus off your body. Thats how good they are, and I found out that my friend is getting married I wont say who or to whom he is getting married to but from my sources it is a woman, and thats always a plus!

But thats all I know, unless he tells me more and then I get to post about it yay! And yet again my friends want me to get a myspace because they believe its some right of passage, or something retarded like that. If someone is reading this and is looking for a person to hire them I AM YOUR GUY! Serious I am looking for work, as long as it pays good, so dont think I will become some kind of drug mule, not me I dont and wont sell drugs.... unless the pay is good. Now I am kinda pissed that one of my favorite games didnt come out when it was suppose to, in fact its release date was today and the game is Yu-Gi-Oh World Championship 2007, and it had promo cards that I wanted but I just wanted to play the game this way I can make decks before I go out and try and find the card that I want to use in the deck. Well I guess I should go and look for a job but I just cant seem to get hired I get turned down by everyone who ever wanted to hire me.

Its like a higher force doesnt want me to work until after college... and college I dont even know what I want to go in for anymore I wish I knew one of those places that could help me find out what I want to be when I go to college I wanted to be an accountent but now I dont know, I mean I could but I just lost passion for it very fast. Thats a reason I dont want to do much I lose passion for it easily and fast, damn I need help figuring out what I want to do. Not that I dont want to go to school just that I HATE SCHOOL! I felt it as such a waste seeing as how school around here in East Chicago Indiana is just a joke, most schools in fact every school but ours teaches the correct level of education while the high school was teaching us 6th grade material. Thats what I found out, if the shit is too hard for us tough dont lower it and say good job. We'll never learn anything that way, and never amount to anything other than a drooling moron well thats all I have to say for now later.

Steve's Blue's Clues - A Tomorrow's Nobody Film

2007-03-01T10:06:00.001-06:00

The best show of blues clues to date!

April Fools

2007-03-01T09:56:00.001-06:00

One of the best fucking web series out to date!

Bored 5:52PM

2007-02-10T17:52:00.002-06:00

Well its a saturday and my friends are no where to be found, well at least I think thier my friends. It seems like they only want to hang out with me because they can make fun of me. Thats not what friends are suppose to be like, right? Now your thinking well so what friends make fun of friends all the time, well yeah they do but what if every joke ends with you. Well thats what I feel like when im with them that im the guy thats thier because he cant find any real friends and the only reason they keep him is to continue to make fun of him.

Unfortunatly for me suicide is not an option and killing them isnt one either, its not in me to kill another or for that matter stand up for myself. Its... how should I put this? You know when you can come up with something whitty and smart to say the majority of the time, well when im around my friends it seems like im not even thinking. Thier also mad that I wouldnt go to stake and shake with them, I had no money to go and didnt want them to pay for me. Sure I could have barrowed the money from my parents but I didnt realize that till later, besides I had just finished eating.

It good to have people around you though, even though I hate it. My friends are into drinking, smoking and the whatnot so I guess they kinda look down on me for not doing what other teen-agers do. Oh well I guess im just different, but still I would like to have some friends that didnt think of me as some kind of side show for thier amusement. My brothers friends dont treat him like this but they at least respect him, and me. Well I guess I should stop complaining I have to go pick up my cousin.

Valentines Day 8:07PM

2007-02-08T20:07:00.000-06:00

Well this forthteen is indeed St. Valentines day they day that men try to get thier wives and girlfriends to have wild monkey sexs for no reason. This day wasnt even about sex but an actual saint or should I say saints.

Here is the link:
http://www.techdirect.com/valentine/origin.html

So no-one is 100% sure of what happened to start the tradition of passing candies, or sex toys around, for a holiday that was origianly celebrated to honor some god protecting sheperd and sheep. Now im not talking out of jealousy because another year that I have no-one to show affection to, no its just that it makes me sick to see people who are in love only show it for one day and then go back to being bitter and only looking for sex from each other. It like christmas how people pretend to be nice just so they can get a present back from someone just to see if they bought something just as expensive. No, my problem is if your going to show love for only one day then you shouldnt have gotten into a relationship.

Thats just sad to see lovers fighting on every other day and be happy when Valentine day comes around. In a way im glad I have no-one to love, it keeps me from having to do something embarrasing the one day and not the rest of the days. You know your loved one wants you to do something you normally wouldnt do on this one day, then you feel like an asshole and do it cause why? ITS SAINT FUCKING VALENTINES DAY! THATS WHY! So you do it and make a complete asshole out of yourslef, like puting on a cupid suit and singing some gay song, if that person loved you then they wouldnt tell you to do something you normally hate they would tell you to do something that you like, that you both like. Dont ask me im single and hopefully it stays that way.

Now im I just being bitter for not having someone? No I could have had a few girlfriends but... im just to shy to tell people how I feel about them, that and I dont know how to talk to wemon. It like I never have anything to say, im just not that interesting, that and most of them I meet are just plain assholes to me. Oh well this will just teach me to hate and thats all I want to learn, learning to hate will help me become a better person and a better business man.

8:08PM Still NO JOB!!!

2007-01-24T20:08:00.000-06:00

You know I have been looking for a job for at least 5 months and I have yet to be hired by anyone. Why, why is that? I dont understand is it people just dont want me to work they want me to become a homeless bum? I dont get it, I say that I can work whenever, all nigh and all day! 7 days a week even holidays, but they dont want me someone with no experience they want someone who flipped burgers, im not even going for a high paying job I could just work cashier at walmart or walgreens! GOD, WONT SOMEONE HIRE ME! Im tired of staying home, I am waiting to go to college in june.

But from the looks of it Ill start with no money, or laptop. Worst of all I want a job just to buy a laptop, get World Of Warcraft and play till my eyes bleed, thats all I want to do. Is that so wrong, I have practically said Ill work for nothing, just pay enough so I can save up for a real computer and buy a copy of WoW. Thats it I just want to work someone hire me!

Richard Jeni - Shorties Watchin Shorties

2007-01-23T19:32:00.001-06:00

Have a Lobster

7:04PM Why are there stupid people?

2007-01-21T19:05:00.000-06:00

Okay heres the thing I play a card game called Yu-Gi-Oh TCG, and I trade and talk to my online buddies over at www.pojo.com (go there if you like TCG games). And Im part of a team known as XIII Order, and we are now just having our first flamer on the thread. It ticks me off that people who you dont even know are just stupid and disrespectful to others over the internet. Its always somebody who is weak and afraid to say things something to other peoples faces, so they use the internet as a way to get there anger out, on innocent people. Its a shame, not only does he insult us but he insults our group and way of thinking, I warn him not to reply anymore. But does he listen no he doesnt. And the group is not liking this guy so you know I went and told the mods about this hopefully they'll handle him and get him to leave us alone. And I hope that this doesnt start a flame war.

Well I think I should go check on them and see whats going on with the order, oh and Im glad to say that I now know that I should start writing in my blogs.

A New Bunny

2007-01-16T02:25:00.001-06:00

ITS EXTREME!

3:17PM What was I thinking

2007-01-13T15:17:00.000-06:00

You know I thougt about what I posted yesterday and thought to myself, "Man im and IDIOT". Who cares if I drink or not, though I did deciede that i would not drink till I was twenty-one. So that means no party for me, not that im afriad. No far from it, I just want to be able to drink while im there, you know I dont want to be there drinking pepsi all night. Also it comes to my attention that any type of alcohol goes right through me, for some odd reason. Cant wait till im twenty-one, I want to get semi-plastered just so I know what to do and what not to do.

6:46 Drinking?

2007-01-12T18:46:00.000-06:00

Now Im wondering if I should go to partys? I mean Im antisocial but only to people who I dont know, yes thats confusing but if you talk to me and I feel comfertable around you then Ill be your friend. Other than that I hate everyone, and people I just hate people for some odd reason. I want to go to that party with my brother but then i dont know if I should, I mean I know the people who are there, but I still dont know. I mean it just might be Im afraid to drink and make a fool of myself or that I just dont want to be around people, I guess Im shy?

I honestly dont know nor do I care, but it just feels good to get this off my chest and into the open, I think that doing so will help me overcome my own fears and as the saying goes "Mastering other takes strenght, Mastering yourself takes courage" or something like that. Anyway the subject at hand if I should go and see whats up or not. Mostly its just those moments with people and you have to make small talk, Im not good at that, nor do I like that. Small talk is useless and its just something you do until you hit that bump in your conversation and have that hour of awkward silence. And you dont want to leave that persons side but you no longer want to say anything to them.

I think people should carry egg timers around when their at partys to see how long they should talk to one person before moving on the the next one. And repeat this process till the partys over. You know maybe this is something else that im still afraid of doing thats giving me this fear of partys. I dont know and again I dont care. I guess I could go and have a fun time, I mean what else am I gonna do? But I dont want to have to go so late nine at night!

Why are partys held at night, I never got that. Why not mid-day, I guess you dont want to see the people or the sun so when you get drunk you'll be able to enjoy the drunken walk home. I guess ill go, dont know still trying to ponder the good and the bad into one answer that will make me feel good about my choice.

3:31PM No real title

2007-01-12T15:31:00.000-06:00

I didnt know people could hate youtube, but my friend does. She says its gay but i dont think so. And it seems that people who use youtube like myself will tell you that its a great site to use, for uploading videos/movies, and whatnot. People who dont like it are ones who dont know how to search it and find the hilarity that lies deep within it. But now off that subject, and on to a more serious one. I have notice people who fall in love tend to end up miserable in the process, I dont know why I chose to stay single to aviod all that hassle. Now you think what about sex?

Are you just gonna jack off the rest of your life, NO do you know about Bar Flys or a cheap hooker/crack whore. And what about desease you say, not a problem ill just use a condom. I just dont want to end up like everyone else I see having heart ache or going through some problem because thier significant other didnt get what they wanted. And no that comment was not directed at wemon, it can be guys as well. Well maybe ill try to get with someone one day but im no good at tell my feelings, you know got that whole thing about being hurt. Cause lets face it Im not the best looking guy in the world. And that friend I told you about has problems with his relationship at the moment, is it his fault, yes. Is it her falut, yes, I believe that they are perfect for each other and need to work this out between them.

Now dont ask why i give my two cents, the guy who doesnt have a girl or any experince in that area, at all. Well except for that grade school puppy love, but thats about it. When raise by parents and grandparents i was taught tolerance for everyone and how to be polite, then i grew up and said screw it. But no matter how hard I try I can never truly be free of my old ways, Im still the same worry about others, crybabby, that I was in grade school. And Im fine with it. Though no-one wants that in a man, sometimes I wish i could get ride of them and be done with it.

Bobcat Goldthwait - Shorties Watchin Shorties

2007-01-11T22:17:00.001-06:00

Everyone would pay to see that tape.

2:04PM Youtube is still down.

2007-01-11T14:04:00.000-06:00

I figured id post and rant about youtube, my favorite place to watch anime and its down. Its been down since yesterday night and at first I was cool with that, but now IM JUST PISSED. I mean how else am i going to waste my day, well i could try to beat Metroid Prime, been playing that for a few months. I stopped for some reason and started again and its still hard as all hell. And I love it, I cant wait to beat it and start playing the one for the Wii, it will be awsome. Yeah I guess I should go beat it or at least try to beat it.

12:19PM To Early For Me

2007-01-11T12:19:00.000-06:00

Now i have been up since 9:30AM and was out taking my uncle to cash his bonus and get him new tires. I left at ten, and got back at twelve, TWO HOURS I have been gone TWO HOURS, sitting in a car listining to my CD and waiting on him. Now thats not all bad in a way, but i would have liked to get some more sleep, see i was up till two last night surfing the web. And guess what i only got five dollars for a two hour drive! Where is the justice in that, but I guess I should be glad that he is going to pay me the rest when he gets paid i think either this week or next week.

I am just glad to be out of the car and doing what I always do when i dont work out either playing video games or on the web. Yes i have no life, so bite me you assholes.

6:40PM Video Game Systems

2007-01-10T18:40:00.000-06:00

Now for christmas my mother was kind enough to get me a Wii, and I am loving it. Its sleek design and ability to practically fit into any space is great, and the inovative controller a.k.a. the nunchuck controller is excellent. Now for you lazy people who dont want to stand to play the games, you dont have to you can lay down and play them. Now its cost for two-hundered and fifty dollars thats not bad, its A) Cheaper than the X - Box 360 B) Cheaper than the Playstation 3 C) It came with a free playable game called Wii sports. Which in my opinion is a great game for the system, and at partys.

Also it comes with great launch titles such as "Legend Of Zelda: The Twilight Princess", "Excite Truck", "Red Steel", just to name a few. Now for gameplay it is awsome, i had so much fun playing Wii sports when I setup the system that i played it for 3 hours before i played LOZ:TP. Then I played the TP and was blown away, the game graphics were great and the contoller for the weapons were excellent, so much fun was had with it. Provided that LOZ is a fourty hour game, yes it takes the same amount of time to beat LOZ as it does A Final Fantasy game. The controller is good and it shines well in the Wii Sports as it does the LOZ.

The other functions i really dont know much about, basically the only ones that need to be used with online support. I dont have online support yet, so i just stare at those ones till i can get it, but in the mean time ill be having fun letting people create a Mii. For those of you who dont know a Mii is a charater that you create and save on your system that can appear in ceartin games that use Mii charaters (like Wii Sport). And now your thinking "well what about my Game Cube?" well dont fret it may not be used but your games that you have for it can be, you see the system is backwards compatable, meaning that you can still use GC games and controllers with that system as well as your memory cards.

It has four built in ports for the GC controllers and you dont need any attachments for the GC disks, just slip it in like you would a Wii game. Well now your probably thinking "you completely skipped the part about the controller!" well your right i did and im sorry, as for the controller you need a sensor bar to put with it that comes with the system. You can put it above or below the television, and when you start it up you must set the system to tell it the sensor bar is above or below your television. When thats setup and out of your way you must be at least three feat away from your sensor bar so the controller works properly or else it wont know where its at, like when I play Wii boxing with a friend he couldnt block and i tried to figure out why but he was rather close even though his feet were far away enough the controller wasnt.

Thats all i can tell you about the systme for now and if i had to rate it i would give it a TEN out of TEN. I also want to touch on the subject about the PSP I hate the system so far, my brother has it and i was playing it he has "Mega Man: Maverick Hunter" and "Metal Gear Solid: Portable Ops", "Mercury Rising", "Valkiery Profile" (I think i spelled that wrong), "Mega Man: Powered Up". Out of that list i hate all of them except for one part in MM:PU it has a stage builder that allows you to use parts of the actually stages to make on for yourself. After you complete the stage you can play it or upload it to the web and exchange it with other people and they can do the same with you. Thats is the only thing so far that i have found enjoyable for the PSP that I actually like. And is it me or do intelectualy people have blogs? Well thats it im tired of writing its been half an hour.

2:12 I dont know why?

2007-01-10T14:12:00.000-06:00

I dont know why but after working out i feel so much better than i did before i worked out, its like a drug that takes a hell of a lot outta ya. But i guess its that im sticking with it rather than taking a break that last for more than a year. Man i wish i had more time though to keep at it, and more equipement to use. I mean useing the same thing over and over again is just boring thats why i stopped the last time. The bad thing is that it also causes my acne to act up so thats always a bad thing.

Sometimes I wish I had a mask to keep my face from showing, that would make it easier to work out and not have to worry about embarresing acne problems. But that would cause problems on its own like people wanting to know what i looked like, why i wear the mask, and for what reason it might even cause fights for me from idiots who dont know how to keep there damn mouth shut and let things be. Well i guess thats all i need to write right now gonna go jump in the tub and wash up later.

12:41 PM Wasting Time

2007-01-10T12:40:00.000-06:00

Yup just as the title says im wasting time till my stomach settles down and i can go work out, hell what else am i gonna do all day no work or school? Might as well lift weights and try to get into shape, my question is why is it so hard to work out and lose whieght, and no matter how hard you work it seems like forever before you start seeing results in what you were doing! Why is that it doesnt take long to get fat but it takes long to get skinny, even when dieting while working out. It just doesnt make sense, well i hope i just get thin not muscular i dont want to be huge. Im already huge, just thin.

I just want to be able to go somewhere and not have people stare at my bulbus size, thats all is that so wrong? Sure im the guy in the group who is the comic relief, but when every joke ends with you, its tiresome. Oh well the old saying is no pain no gain right? Looks like i just need to keep trying and believe that this is going to work, hopefully ill just drop a few sizes, thats all i really want is to drop a few sizes nothing drastic. Well i can feel my stomach settleing but i dont like to work out at an uneven time you know like 12:47, ill start at one so it will be an hour even.

Till then i guess ill listen to some of my music thats so badass you'll probably go blind. And yes i took that line from the "Frisky Dingo" comercial. Well i guess i should listen to some music while i type this up, oh and for your information im listening to "Land Of Confusion" by "Disturbed" this is a remake right? Anyway i was reading that president bush wants to rehang saddam because in his death they made him seem like a marter... mayter... myater, you know what im trying to write. Well to me and this is my honest opinion thats just stupid, what are we going to do hold him up and drop him causing him to dangle for a while.

Trying to hang a dead man brings a new meaning to beating a dead horse. But oh well, also they want to impeach bush, now im all for that but if we do that well get stuck with cheny and well lets face it he is almost dead anyway, and well i think just horrible for the job. Bush is only go what like two years left? Just let him finish the term with the Democarts in office im sure they can keep him in check. If not send his ass of to war, hell he wants to send more troops over the just to get them killed why not him other presidents were in the front lines, well only one and that was Washington. But still thats great, that a president would do that for his country now thats patriotism if I ever seen it, well iv wasted enough time later.

9:51 AM Good News Everyone

2007-01-10T09:51:00.000-06:00

Hey great news you guys i fixed the stupid time on this thing, and yeah thats worth posting about. Well its morning and nothing new has happened since the time i went to sleep and the time I woke up, though i believe that nothing might happend at all today just another day of being trapped inside this house. I really want to find a job, but cant for some wierd reason. And you know whats funny when I apply to places that were looking for people i didnt get the job, but when i was going by those places they all had help wanted signs in the front window.

Now that makes me angry i whored myself out to these people and they wouldnt hire me, hell I even tried the East Chicago Jet Program (Job, Education Training) they couldnt help me and guess what they dont even offer training. That just pisses me off to no end, God I hope i dont end up that friend, you know the one you see every so often that complains about there life and why they didnt make it to the big job like thier friends did. And they bore you with the same story as to why they didnt make it. Hopefully i can get a job about 2 months before I start college if not then I'll give up. It will seem as though i need a college degree to get a job at Gamestop or that funcenter, or even waldens... bastards.

12:07AM and bored!

2007-01-10T00:07:00.000-06:00

I thought I would start out with my blog, at night/early morning. Thats right night/early morning, why you ask? Well i just felt like it, and no this is not my first blog, it is however the blog that i post on. Not much i want to say at the moment just wanted to get this started, so i can get some sleep and wake up to barking dogs that want to come inside that my brother doesnt want to bring in.