Sadness it just wont come to me.

I know that I should be sad but I just cant help but feel rather normal, I mean my grandfather is on my fathers side is dying and you know he is bumed out about it like my brother and mother and grandmother, with all my cousins. But me I just cant feel the pain they are going through, I mean I did feel it for about a split second but then I looked arounded the room and saw all the sad faces and couldnt bring myself to cry or feel the pain they do. I mean he is not dead but half his brain is dead. Aparently he had a stroke and they didnt get to him quick enough to find out he had it. From what I could gather he had it during the late night to the morning while he was in the hospital, and was out cold for some time before the doctors found him. Its sad that he now has to eat through tubes and use the bathroom like that, because they do, but dont want to take him off life support.

Because he is vegetablelized he cant walk, talk, open his eyes, its as though he is already dead, to the world, but the body stills lives. They want a decision if my grandmother want him to stay on life support and see if he makes it and pulls through or if they would let him go into that eternal slumber. I know my grandmother does not want that to happen to her husband but the majority of the family does, they dont want him to just be in a prision from which there is no escape, they want him to be at peace, with no tubes in him barely keeping him alive. My thougths on this is that the soul has already left the body, but the body still lives because of the cold hand of science. Honestly I do not want my grandfather to suffer, I would like my grandmother to pull the plug, he has lived a long and well life surroned by family and friends who love him. I hope that he can go in peace if thats the way grandma choses, if not then I pray that he pulls through, and will up and about again. One can only hope, and pray because when it comes down to it thats really what counts.

Rick Astley - Never gonna give you up

This is a song by a gay guy, that kicks so much as once you hear it you wont be able to stop singing it.

Home Movies 313 - Halloween at the hospital

Ohhh man this is great!

Family Guy - Never Gonna Give You Up - Rick Astley

The one from family guy, that I explained in the original one, also the guy who made the song is really gay in life.

Tales Of Pirate

Sorry for the lack of updates people, or person. Anyway the reason for the lack of updates is becuase of this, http://www.talesofpirates.com/ . A game about being a pirate made in a cute anime style/kingdom hearts. Now not many games I call gems, but this one is because of

A) Great graphics
B) Its an MMORPG*
C) Its free!

Now people who play games are thinking, that if its free it must be a side scroller or that its a MUD. Its not its 3D and downloadable so you dont need to buy anything like "World of Warcraft" and "Guild Wars" or pay an annoying monthly fee like WoW. Now being that its a MMORPG (Massive Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game) everyone can play and its easy to learn. It does have its moment when you dont want to play because some of the quest are retarded and basically the same thing disguised as something else. But still its a way to kill an afternoon, you can make friends and join guilds along as IM people. If you are skeptic thinking that I have not played on of the major MMO like WoW or Guild Wars then you wrong I played WoW had a level 15 horde mage, He could eat people, it was awsome! But unlike WoW you dont start as good or bad you start as a netural charater, that over time will chose to be a pirate(Bad) or navy(good). I personally want to be a pirate when I get stronger, and start my own guild. And if you have never played a MMO then you should start with this, and if you like this then you can deciede to move on to one of those more main stream corporate games.

This game earned my gem rating just for being this good for something that is free, I have played free MMO games based on other things but this is the best one by far, and thought it deserves some recognition. Thats right I am giving free advertising, I hope they enjoy this, and this is not the only free one there are two more though I have yet to try them myself. Still if your a gamer and even if your not you should try this its like the Wii of MMO its just fun all around. So what are you still reading for go play the game, NOW! STOP READING THIS WILL GIVE YOU CANCER UNLESS YOU PLAY THE GAME!

Potter Puppet Pals in

... it speaks for itself

Well If you haven't noticed I have three new comic links up, Lowroad75, Girly, and last but not least Obscure Zodiac. Now I will tell you a little bit of each, and I will start with lowroad75. Now with a name like that it might be hard to figure out that it is a Gothic style comic, with hot chicks and funny story behind it. Don't believe me just click the link and find out for yourself. Its got a comical look on life through the eyes of a goth and a haunted stuff pig toy, cleverly named Doom-Piggy. The art is well done as is the vague but somewhat there story line. A must read if your anything like me, and I know you are, I KNOW IT!

Next is Girly, a comic that has great art and is about two lesbians who go around a town called cutey or something I cant remember. But anyway its about the miss-adventures that they have and the hardships that are in their relationship, between them and their friends. It is another good one that is great for a laugh and LASERS! Finally one that I thought was way over due for some recognition it is a teenage mutant ninja turtle fan comic, that is somewhat a what if story that happens if master splinter was killed by the turtle themselves, not because they went evil on us or anything but circumstances out of their hands lead to that particular ending of master splinters life. And if follows them around after they deciede to split up from the grief and pain they caused one another. Great artwork and a MUST READ! It takes some time for the chapters to be done seeing as how the artist does not put them up till they are done.

Thats it for the three new comics that I have put up on my long list of links, if you have a link that I should put up tell me and I will read it and consider it, if I like it I will put it up and give it a good review. If not I will slander it through the mud then ASS-RAPE IT! Note: I have a very open mind so dont think I will not like it just because it seems different.

Eureka 7 10:45 AM

Now I did not like this series at first but after a few episodes it really started to get interesting. And I wanted to watch it more and more but then the ending came and I thought to myself what the hell is going on. I mean the nearvash was alive and weird stuff started to happen, stuff that I cant explain. Why is it that, when a series gets real good they cant figure out how to end it with a ending that makes any god damn sense! I mean that they got out of nearvash and fell to earth and I want to know are they alive or not? They hinted that they left somewhere but to where? That's what I want to know, they fell to earth. THEY FELL TO FUCKING EARTH! Are they dead alive did they land in the Bahama's did they rejoin the cluster? And what happened to "The Limit Of Questions" I mean Elreaka cant be the only one to be chosen by the cluster to become the cluster, that wouldnt make sense. And the cluster just leaves earth but leaves some of it behind, What the hell were they thinking when they made this series. I am so tired of them making great series and no way of giving us a good and understandable ending. Just because you cant figure out what to do anymore, does not mean that you should not try.